Thursday, August 31, 2006

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

1)Happy Eve of Teachers' Day Eve
YOU TEACHERS' ROCK!
BECAUSE YOUR PROFESSION CREATES ALL OTHER PROFESSIONS.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

Today there were a few prefect DJs were reading out dedications and shoutouts from the dear lasallians.
The song list was very short and the songs were not very goodm but who cares...
Had a fun time anyways.

OOPS.
I GTG.
byes.

bCK L8R IN AN HOUR OR SO.

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Monday, August 28, 2006

I have got good and bad news.
As usual-----bad ones first.

(1)My exam results.
English: Pukey.
Math: Stupid. Mr Lee is keeping in suspense.
Doesn't je like know how we feel? WTF.
Mother Tongue: Honestly, pukey.
Science: Class Average Bklt A-42/60
Class lowest-28/60 AND YEAH.
What a stupid best class this school has.
HMT: Havent even started thinking about it.

Now the good one.

(2)I got 4th place(consolation.sadly.) in the National Poem Writing Competition.
Too sad DSA is over.
bah.
Should have been enough to go to...
Oh fine.
I havent even decided yet.
...
it was quite unexpected actually.
As in, I wrote such a horrible poem.
AND THAT IS FOURTH?
More of UNBELIEVABLE.


...

Okay.

...

(3)
Why do people hate the best?
Really.
People hate the best stuff.
this is horrible.
wait.
this gives me an idea.

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

The morning sky reflects in your eyes,

Open and endless, where my heart lies.

Twisted and broken, once again I am here,

Trapped in this prison, captivated by fear.

Do you feel my pain as I lose everything to you?

Too blinded to see what really is true.

Without you here so empty, so cold,

Wondering why it is you I need to hold.

All I have is the memory of your face

And I know in my heart, no one will replace

The hole that you left still continues to grow,


Will I ever learn how to let go?

Can’t live without you; yet you want me gone.

I don’t know how to do it, I’m not that strong.

Bruised by the words that pummeled like fists,

Haunted by pictures of you, how I miss,

The warmth of your smile, the strength of your arms,

The soft sweetness of your kiss, your wonderful charm

What I’ll never have again, was it ever meant to be?

I’ll never love another, you’ll never love me...


p.s.: I don’t personally feel this way. It is just a poem.

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I made this today.
Nice?
Oh fine. I know it isn't.
But it IS nice making it(:

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Friday, August 25, 2006

Happy Birthday Aseera.
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. FOR YOU.

Today, we went to Lot One.
I REGRETTED NOT BRINGING MY WALLET.
VERY MUCH INDEED.

My sister was like going around choosing whatever she has always wanted and is going to throw away the next day, and I HAVE TO CARRY THEM, FROM THE SHOP TO HOME.

You did not even let me keep you smiling.
WHAT? I AM YOUR SERVANT IS IT?

You asked me birthday presents.
You made a whole list of them.
I WAS SO KIND TO GIVE YOU ALL.
And your list had like 20 items.

Since I did not have my wallet, hand phone or ANY survival stuff with me, I was like thirsty and very you-know-what.

I asked her to buy me something from sweettalk (my mother, not my sister lah you gundu)

What did she say?

There are so many needy children queuing up for some horrible food in Neponioyupinirokopuniathopia and there you are, asking me to queue up for something from sweettalk.

Like hello---CORRECTION. I volunteered to queue up this time.

And my sister was having a shopping spree while I was not allowed to buy smth from sweettalk. WTF.

LIFE IS SO DAMN UNFAIR.

BTW, Happy Birthday Aseera.
This time I really mean it.
Kay? SMILE.

AND, Happy BIRTHDAY Nicole.

YOU SMILE TOO.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

My y.sister is watching
Out of the Box.
It is another stupid show on playhouse Disney channel.
The noise is disastrous.
she is such a noise polluter.

"Come on kids! Let's play with jigsaw puzzles today!"

-.-"
BTW, today was a total disaster.
Go to Natalie’s house, return nearly instantly.
Go for West mall, return nearly instantly too.
But other than that, everything was perfect.

…exam…
I was just doing my science paper(easier than last time, so hoping for 5695634892 marks. Okay. That IS more than the maximum)

I got quite a few mistakes already.
Just like math.
It was, so so.

Today Mrs. Loh did not come.
(Just hope it was not because of US. again.)
Guess who the relief teacher was.
The upside-down-crescent-shaped-eye and weather-beaten aged guy- MR WU.
Thank god he dint orientate him self.
That will take about ¾ hours.
End up he will be talking about of Sentosa instead of Saint John’s Island like last time.

However, he did try to give us a scolding and a guilty-conscious feeling to the class once he got into the class. So obviously FAILED ATTEMPT.
He was like mumbling t himself that we broke his routine of HIS way of us greeting him.
Which idiot will be like following him?

…
The science exam was easier than the last time, so obviously I am expecting better marks.
During the exam, I had this horrible feeling that someone was staring at me.
Not Lorraine.
Not Lynnete.
Not Cheng.
Not Natalie.
Not anyone around me.
But, then, I THINK I know who now.
Since it is a still I THINK, I won’t reveal to anyone.

And this whole staring thing is way stupid.
But it makes me way uncomfortable.

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Another Tuesday.
YIKES. I have Tuesday Blues.
Its the busiest day of the week and I HATE IT.
Oh dear. It doen't seem too much like a tight schedule.
IT IS OKAY?
School-----> 7.30 a.m. to 1p.m(i am being practical--so it is not 12.50 p.m. )
HMT------>1.30p.m. to 3p.m.( honestly, it is 3.12p.m.)
RETURNS HOME BY 4.
Tuition---->6p.m. to 7.30p.m.
Okay. FINE. It is not that tight.
But...
I still have tons of homework(sch+tuition), assessment books and revision to do.
Still not packed?
Who cares.
It is still the busiest day of the week.
So,,, I STILL HAVE TUESDAY BLUES. WAA...
I HATE TUESDAYS.

But good news.
NO MORE TUITION AFTER THIS MONTH.
YAY!!!
My father wants me to revise on my own instead of doing too much worksheets.
I will have more PEACE after this month.
YAY for me!
Woohoo.
lame.nvm.

Okay.Enough of celebrations and happiness.
Too sad happiness never lasts.
PSLE ORAL EXAMINATION IN 2 DAYS.
This whole PSLE thing is so...
Hate it. WHO LOVES IT? They are bound to be convincing themselves that it is very FUN.
Yeah. The dumb game of our future blah blah blah is so fun.wtv.
And,btw, Mrs Loh FINALLY gave me a great and a good job for two of my composition pieces.
PHEW. At least now, not too late =P




Okay nothing else.
p.s.: If I EVER tell you a secret pleasy pleasy PLEASE don't let the cat out of the bag.
It should have been a miracle I trusted you, and so please shuttap about that matter, even if doesnt involve me. I hope the person I am talking about knows what in heaven I am talking about.

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Another Tuesday.
YIKES. I have Tuesday Blues.
Its the busiest day of the week and I HATE IT.
Oh dear. It doen't seem too much like a tight schedule.
IT IS OKAY?
School-----> 7.30 a.m. to 1p.m(i am being practical--so it is not 12.50 p.m. )
HMT------>1.30p.m. to 3p.m.( honestly, it is 3.12p.m.)
RETURNS HOME BY 4.
Tuition---->6p.m. to 7.30p.m.
Okay. FINE. It is not that tight.
But...
I still have tons of homework(sch+tuition), assessment books and revision to do.
Still not packed?
Who cares.
It is still the busiest day of the week.
So,,, I STILL HAVE TUESDAY BLUES. WAA...
I HATE TUESDAYS.

But good news.
NO MORE TUITION AFTER THIS MONTH.
YAY!!!
My father wants me to revise on my own instead of doing too much worksheets.
I will have more PEACE after this month.
YAY for me!
Woohoo.
lame.nvm.

Okay.Enough of celebrations and happiness.
Too sad happiness never lasts.
PSLE ORAL EXAMINATION IN 2 DAYS.
This whole PSLE thing is so...
Hate it. WHO LOVES IT? They are bound to be convincing themselves that it is very FUN.
Yeah. The dumb game of our future blah blah blah is so fun.wtv.
And,btw, Mrs Loh FINALLY gave me a great and a good job for two of my composition pieces.
PHEW. At least now, not too late =P




Okay nothing else.
p.s.: If I EVER tell you a secret pleasy pleasy PLEASE don't let the cat out of the bag.
It should have been a miracle I trusted you, and so please shuttap about that matter, even if doesnt involve me. I hope the person I am talking about knows what in heaven I am talking about.

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

National Day Parade Time
It is like the same as last year.
Yawn.
My YOUNGER sis finds everything so fascinating, and she does not allow me to change the channel. My mother is on her side. Not Fair. How unpatriotic can I be especially on THIS national day, which is my first national day since I got my citizenship? Well, it is no better than my father, who is not even in town on this special day. Yawns.
Things around me are so freaking boring. Even the computer.
But, I am like left alone—stoning all the time.

Okay now.
I was like looking at my sister's drawerful of white elephant stuff.
If SHE wanted something which is ex, then SHE would just go to the bank, grab some cash, and go buy what she wants.How jealous can I get.I have to save up for months b4 I get what I want.That is UNFAIR.Just because SHE IS SEVENTEEN.Btw, I also do want to get some things with my OWN money and be proud of it, so I should NOT be jealous of her.SHOULD...NOT. And oh yeah. I am being a good girl and am saving up to buy the following.
Billabong
1. Pencil Box----> $27.90
2. Bag-----------> $70
and some other stuff.
Total is $ 1oo+I can save up in... 3 months.

It is not like something that my parents don't want to buy for me or anything, but just something that I WANT TO BUY ON MY OWN.
Leng is with me.
It is more like, I am with Leng.
hehe.

Lemme change the topic.
-No other topic available-

Oh dear.
Farewell then.

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Today is a total mood-less day.
At first, I was in a holiday mood.
(Talking about holidays, happy national day!)
Then, I ended up doing math.
However, did I have the math-mood?
NO.
My holiday mood was crushed also.
NOT FAIR.
So- I am currently mood-less.
I don’t even feel like today is national day.
(even if I do feel it, I will still be bored)


Even computers are getting boring-err by the second.
Now their boredom level has shot up to…
llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
56%! Oh. That is horrible.
It means I hate computers more than I like them!
Oh dearie. The situation is getting bad.
real Bad.
Maybe I should like download some computer game and play it like siao.
But computer games are so not interesting.
So, I have nothing to do but sit down and stone.
-.-

139 words.(I COUNTED! See how bored I am?)

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Today was such an I-don’t-know-how-to-express day.
Firstly, in the morning, I was supposed hand over my keys to mom and I was like thinking “Argh. I am supposed to wait for like eternity down in here” and TADA! She was there! It was like she and I came to the meeting point at the same time. I don’t know why, but I felt glad after that. Maybe because I did not have to wait for like eternity. I was just in a good mood. Do not say I am nuts.
And then, I and Leng planned to meet up after school so that we can go to Lot One together. I was walking towards the bus-stop and I realized that Leng was nowhere near. She was MISSING! Then, after about ¼ hour of serious searching and trying to call each her, I realized that she had told me that she was going to buy ice-cream for her bro. Argh! I AM SO FORGETFUL! In the end, we had to like meet each other at the INTERCHANGE, not the BUS-STOP. Eunice came along too. I guess she had to buy something at Aries. Like always. Then, when I alighted the bus, guess what the time was? 10:45:00. Wow. That is like EXACTLY the time that I am supposed to reach the interchange. A sense of accomplishment struck me. I was FINALLY on time.
Then, Eunice pulled me to the mall and then we started searching-for-Leng-and-her-bro-cum-window-shopping. At about 10:50, WE FOUND BOTH OF THEM(leng and bro) YAY!
Okay. Then, we went to get all the stuff we needed.
Then, blah blah blah happened, and blah and we ate lunch at MacDonald. After that, blah blah blah.
After that, I went on MSN as usual, and when I saw the contact list, I was like so good-moodened. (Oh, fine. there is no such word). I also don’t know why. Crazy me. If any of these that I said contain symptoms to some psychotic illness, please contact me. I think I am nuts.
p.s.: new tagboard. no excuse to not tag.

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Monday, August 07, 2006

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lame.

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

Now listening to--- Rihanna: Unfaithful

(1) Finished homework in record time
YAY! I finally finished my homework ON A Saturday MORNING!
In addition, I woke up at TEN!
Record! I finished my homework in two hours! I am so proud of myself.
p.s.: So what you finish it earlier than me? I do it slowly but steadily(okay, now how did I do my work steadily?) unlike the probable case of yours- a piece of junk.

(2) New Haircut
Argh! New Haircut!
My hair is like so freaking short now.
SHOULDER LENGTH! Which is kinda good thing. I do not have to like comb as much early in the morning and you know, combing my hair would be the last thing I would ever like to do early in the morning, and as you can see, I do it horribly.
Jiaxi is never going to forgive me for this. Now she cannot play with my hair. (muahahahahaha)

(3) OVER-THE-SEAS
Not exactly. And not me.
Dad has gone to India to build a new house there- AND THE HOUSE IS GOING TO BE ENORMOUS AND CLASSY AND COOL AND HMM… ERR….
I AM GOING TO LOVE IT!
It is going to be as big as a terrace house, only better. Way better.
Do not wow me. Over there houses are much cheaper than in HERE.
Singapore. Our dear lil Singapore.Oh wait—there is a phone call.
…………………….
Okay. It was Dad and he is in the waiting room bored now. Me too. In my room bored like nothing else.

Now I gotta rush.

buh-bye

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

hey there.
today there was hmt(haix...) IN THE COMPUTER LAB!(fyi,i am not happy) Having a HMT lesson is bad enough, but the COMPUTER LAB? That place is so not well ventilated. To top it, we were not using computers. At the first half(to be exact,8/13) of the lesson, there were noisy lil primary three brats in the room and then, the other half(oh fine-7/13) of the lesson was supposed to be compo writng time. Did we write compos? duh-NOT.
Okay and then, Nat, eunice and I went to take neoprints. It was so crowded there. So many sec students...
Btw, I was late( another core value of shahera's world-lateness for the best stuff) and kept them waiting for... well---- 15 minutes.=)
Lemme try to scan one of em.
ONLY ONE.=) (laziness- another core value)

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